appreciate, love and embrace all the memories that you have now and put in in a frame of your life.
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imagine,
if you are going to lose your memory now, what would you do? would it distressed you a lot? trying to remember the pieces of your memories that you never knew. you felt that you should just killed yourself than trying to remember and find the missing pieces of your life. should you or not?
"i do not anything. i am a dumb person. i should have died than remembering and connect this missing pieces of mine. i should not be here."
what if that person whose losing his or her memories accept the truth and reality that he or she had lost that missing pieces of them?
"i will try to find another way out of here. whatever it takes, wherever it brings me, i will face it all. i must and can find my own identity. i do not know if my reality or that missing pieces are good or bad for me, but i will find it and i will accept everything that happen."
could it happen that way? what do you think? you may have different opinion than i am and that's our uniqueness. we are human and we have our very own way to interpret and comprehend that everything that happened in our life.
do you think that you had have enough of everything? will it be that perfect or imperfect in your life? are you waiting for that glimpse of hope to shine or for someone to help in your life? waiting for someone to feel the way that you feel? will you say that you have your precious and beautiful moments now? what are your beautiful moments in your life? think of it and keep it to your frame of life.
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my beautiful moments of my life. wondering what are mine? well....,
could it be nothing or something? can i figure it out on my own? i guess that i could. i should, right?
this life is not over yet, but it feel like it would be. i try to gather all my beautiful and precious memories. did i do it correctly? and yeah, we never know that it would be wrong or right.
my 21 years of life, and there had been too many that happened. i try to recall it. reminder for me as today is Mother's Day, i will write of my beautiful moments with my mother.
she will be turning 40 this year and i never realized that. she is old already and as the eldest child, i haven't done anything yet. i can say that i am still 'zero' now. but, i want to remember my memories with my mother and all the struggles and difficulties that she had gone through in her life. i know that she had gone through too much and i really want to lessen her burden. i remember all the love and the patience that she have as she raised us all(my siblings). i tried my best to help my parent and now i am here. trying my best and give the all of me. life gets harder but most people say life would become more easier than the past. well, i hope that it would be like that one day. this life now is demanding. it wants more. it want to be perfect.
what about us, the ordinary one? can we overcome it?
i will remember my mother's advice for me. it is getting tougher and harder for you, young people. but, never give up. the past could be past but let it be a lesson for all of us. take that every challenges that come toward you and grabs all the opportunity that you have. do not miss a thing. if you miss it, reflect on yourself and try to get on the right track of your life.
"i can never get back to the way i was before. and, i can never change that. there were some thing that i missed and i sometimes regret it. but, i can never take that as my weaknesses and i need to face the future. and, i am more grateful of the people around me that supports me. i may not be as successfull as others and i hope i can chase my own dream too. it never happen but i can still hope on it. i will face it all. my weakness is my strength."
>beautiful moments<
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